please santa.

i wish i didn't care. i wish i didn't need to cry. i wish i didn't feel alone. i wish i could see you again. i wish that we could sort this out. i wish that you still wanted me. i wish that i didn't have to write to feel better. i wish i didn't hurt all the time. i wish that we still talked. i wish i could forget you. i wish to not want you. i wish i didn't send you drunken texts. i wish you would love me too.